HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAITH!
10 years of knowing you and still counting
love you loads!
Went to watch Failure to Launch with Swat Bee (Faith).
It was really funny anyway Faith is really brilliant,
cant even climb over a chair properly.
I am really afraid of Far East Plaza,
no idea why but i just am.
Tomorrow i have make up Amath tuition which is really blergh.
should be home studying Geog instead.
The rest of the week is filled with Sports Carn stuff or SMP.
I really have no life.
But i can finally go riding about 1 month
Horse riding is the only thing that makes me really happy in life, other than God.
The rest of life is just shiz.
Really if anyone takes away riding from me i will just die.
This special connection with the horse and you get to detach yourself from the world
forget about everything and just focus on something else.
just you and your horse.
I am failing everything in school it is so demoralizing
There is really no point in studying anymore.
Somehow even when i mug so very hard,
I cant seem to do well?
Furthermore 3S is one insane class
everyone scores distinctions in every single test.
Now i am failing even worse than before,
I wish I could just forget everything.
Why can't life be easy
where kids get to be kids
and not spend their days with their heads buried in books instead of digging for worms or making dams to play pranks on unsuspecting people crawling around in the drain.
I don't ever want to grow up.